My day . . .

Well i don't know how to describe my day .
At first it's nice .
Till i got home .
I got this weird uncomfortable feeling .
I don't know what's wrong and i don't wanna know what's wrong .
I don't know why all in a sudden i'm emo-ing like HELL .
What the HELL is happening to my day .

All in a sudden i feel like I'm fcking far away from my buddies .

I start to lose track on them .

It's like i'm never near them again .

Gosh ~

Fck Fck Fck ~

Fck this bloody whole world .

Everything in this world sucks .

Maybe not evrything but most of them .

SPM sucks like SHIT.

I hate everything bout SPM.

It's making my life even worst.

And driving me NUTZ and fckin' EMO-ISH.

Can i go right to the peak of KL....

.... and shout all i want with all my strength...

I need to release my TENSIONS FAST.....

I wanna be FREE ...

Bloody SPM got me locked up till 15th December .

Fck the timetable .

At last ...

I felt better but the wired uncomfortable feeling is still here in me.

After fckin' everything i still don't feel good .

Who is there to back me up before i drop .

Life is a piece of fckin' shit .

Hate my life now .

I'll never know when will i stop fckin' my life .

I'm STRESSED and I CAN'T BREATHE

Someone please help me .

Fckin' lif is killing me.......

Yay~ Happy Memory !

Wow ! It's already 1 month I'm attached to Aaron .
I can't describe how i feel now .
I only realised that i'm really happy to be with Aaron .
I can't tell how much i love him .
I only know i don't lose him .
Hmm .

Everyday after my exam .

I'll call him straight from school to talk to him .

Every minute i have for break i'll be talking to him on the phone .

No matter what time is it .

I'll be always thinking of nobody else but him .

Everyday when i am randomly thinking of things happened on that day .

I'll be ending up thinking of him .

I can't wait till SPM is over .

When SPM is over i can hang out with him all i want .

That's all i want for now .

Sometimes i'm always wondering whats he' doing all day .

Haha .

He's making me feel what i felt during my first love .

No matter what happens I know he'll always be here for me .

And that's what makes him special to me .

Reasons that make him special to me .

First of all . He's always be here to listen to all my problems .

Second he's always reminding me not to skip my meals . (which i always skip)

Third he's always patient and caring to me .

Fourth he always tell me he miss me and love me when i least expected it .

Fifth he will always remind me that he love me in a sudden .

Sixth he will always tolerate with me .

He always respect my deicission .

And lastly he proved to me that i am more important than his friends . (Other guys don't show me this before)

Aaron .

I love you and i hope we can last long .

Sometimes i can be very immature and childish .

Sometimes i get angry easily at simple slly things you've done .

Sometimes i might get jealous easily because of you .

And all this is because i really love you and care about you .

Muacks dear .

Love you and miss you always .

Early one-month anniversary blog post

Hmm . .

The above guy is my Mister Aaron .

I have to admit that I'm deeply in love with him .

Heehee. .

Can't deny that at all . .

Haha . .

Hmm . .

I'm attached to him since the 24th of October 2009 . .

Hmm . .

I was supposed to blog this next Tuesday for our one-month anniversary . .

But i blog about it earlier because I'm afraid I will blog about it late .

Blogging about it earlier is better than late . .

 Dear dear Aaron . . .

Happy One-Month Anniversary . .

Mwahs ~

I love you !

I miss you !

You're everything to me eventhough it's only one month . .

Dear dear .

No matter what happens we will always be together .

Love you the most .

Mwahs ~

WooHoo . . . Happy Day . .

Hmm . First of all what i'm gonna write is
.... I miss my dear dear .....
Hahaha .
He have been working since Monday till maybe today in Penang .
Hmm .
Don't know what else to write .
Yesterday wasn't my best day ever .
Got scolding from mom and then something happened that made me not that happy .
Managed to skip school today .
Hmm .