I can't describe how i feel now .
I only realised that i'm really happy to be with Aaron .
I can't tell how much i love him .
I only know i don't lose him .
Hmm .
Everyday after my exam .
I'll call him straight from school to talk to him .
Every minute i have for break i'll be talking to him on the phone .
No matter what time is it .
I'll be always thinking of nobody else but him .
Everyday when i am randomly thinking of things happened on that day .
I'll be ending up thinking of him .
I can't wait till SPM is over .
When SPM is over i can hang out with him all i want .
That's all i want for now .
Sometimes i'm always wondering whats he' doing all day .
Haha .
He's making me feel what i felt during my first love .
No matter what happens I know he'll always be here for me .
And that's what makes him special to me .
Reasons that make him special to me .
First of all . He's always be here to listen to all my problems .
Second he's always reminding me not to skip my meals . (which i always skip)
Third he's always patient and caring to me .
Fourth he always tell me he miss me and love me when i least expected it .
Fifth he will always remind me that he love me in a sudden .
Sixth he will always tolerate with me .
He always respect my deicission .
And lastly he proved to me that i am more important than his friends . (Other guys don't show me this before)
Aaron .
I love you and i hope we can last long .
Sometimes i can be very immature and childish .
Sometimes i get angry easily at simple slly things you've done .
Sometimes i might get jealous easily because of you .
And all this is because i really love you and care about you .
Muacks dear .
Love you and miss you always .